I woke up and had a moment of tears, anxiety, stress and guilt.
I felt as though right here at this moment I was a failure, incomplete, burdened and destined to be ashamed of myself and my life for everything I feel I should be but am not.
I stopped, took a moment, shifted.
This isn't the first time this has happened.
So many times I have sat and cried about my life.
I have felt depleted, anxious, unworthy.
I have wanted to see myself as...
For a while now I have been speaking with spirit about 2020, 2021 and what our future may hold.
They continue to remind me that...we hold the future in our own hands.
Think about the times you get out of bed, get dressed, have breakfast, shower, go out for dinner, to the movies, drive - each of those actions takes a decision, thought, choice.
So just as 2020 may have surprised many, spirit continue to show me a lack...
Surrender, Ahhh the art of surrender.
Purposeful yet at times torturous.
What an absolutely amazing ride.
Psssttt... I am trying to be nice here.
If you really want to shift your shit, let me tell you FIRST HAND it is not a smooth ride.
I do not sit here every day loving life up, smelling the roses, being calm and peaceful like a fairy godmother of the planet.
Often it feels tumultuous, especially as an entrepreneur to go through this...
As I sat and watched my favourite TV show, Sex and the City, I turn to look at my boyfriend sitting at my computer during the add break to see a man standing behind him.
I looked back at the TV in wonder about what I had seen.
With the front door locked, kids in bed, and no-one coming through the house, how is there a man standing there?
I looked back to see yes, he was still there.
So I ask him..."Honey, do you realize a man is standing...
I am going to give it to you straight up!
When it comes to developing your mediumship abilities (along with just about anything you want to learn or master):-
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
*warning...this might be a bit much and you might need to sit down and make a coffee or cup of tea*
I can't tell you how many times I have had this story going around and around in my head.
Who the f* do you think you are...thinking you can make bold claims on the internet?
Who the f* do you think you are...thinking you can teach people mediumship?
Who the f* do you think you are...thinking you can help people...
1. STAY CALM, DON'T PANIC OR REACT.
Stay calm so you can see things clearly, ask questions, as many as you can to get the answers you need to then make an informed decision.
Like everything in life, when we allow fear to build, anxiety rises, we tend to panic and then our decisions are not coming from a clear space.
Everything in our life is based around decisions, even in this time, let this be an amazing teacher for you in how to stay...
Warning: Grab a coffee…you are going to need to sit and take this one in.
I know you feel like life is a struggle right now, in so many ways, but the truth is (with love I say) you are causing your own struggle right now.
Before you start with telling me ‘No I’m not’ hear me out.
A long long time ago (actually even just 10 minutes ago) I was in struggle street…in my mind, my life...
Fuck me… why the hell do we go around in circles and circles and constantly question and wonder about every damn thing instead of doing the damn thing.
If you get a feeling that something might not be right for you it probably isn’t.
If you get a feeling, you might love something inside and out, then chances are you are most probably right too.
Why the fuck do we put ourselves through this endless fight and flight...
EVERY MORNING I GET TO WAKE UP AND DO MY THING
I get to dream, inspire, connect, explore and challenge myself each and every day.
It can be a wild ride at times especially throwing all caution to the wind and sometimes not knowing the outcome of the day until it the day is over.
Often…when I wake up in the morning I don’t truly know what is ahead of me for the day.
Sure, I might have a few appointments booked in but...